Thursday, 28 July 2011

  • Babies

    ..So Joshua and I are thinking about having another baby. Any opinions?

  • ugh

    Sometimes I want to scream, I hate how I am the only one who can do anything, and when I ask for help.. I get yelled at, I just wish that I wasnt the only one who can do anything. I cant do anything by myself.. I cant go to the bathroom without a two year old knocking on the door.. or a one year old chlimbing on the couch. I just get so stressed and now I have to keep a food diary because I weigh 97 pounds. I have no drive to eat, not because of stress with the kids, or anything, I just don't feel like eating. I'm glad I have a wonderful doctor, and the support of my family and friends. I got Maci-Jo a new carseat. It matchs Madison's. I am weird and have to have everything match. LOL but um, Maybe I should just get ready to know to bed. It is 1 am. Until next time

Saturday, 23 July 2011

  • Terrible Twos

    So I have a wonderful little girl named Madison. And she can be the cutest thing ever, but don't let her fool you. She can throw a fit. Does anyone know how to hadle it? I normally ignore it, or put her in time out. but I feel like a bad mom. oh and nap time is a chore, she hates it. or when i ask her to play in her room she screams and thinks she is in trouble. i guess there isnt much we can do until they grow out of it, if they ever really do. right.. so today, we went to target, and she was good. and maci my one year old just cried and cried the whole time. i feel like people are looking at me if i just let them work it out themselves. but i dont want to be the mom in the store that everyone it looking at in wal-mart because my kids are crying. after the target battle we went to bed bath and beyond to get curtion rods for their room  (they pulled them down and they bent..)  but this time it was madison who threw the fit not maci. she wanted to talk to "mum-mum" who is my grandmother that works there. and she was working so that was crazy. she didnt want to sit in the cart. it was crazyness. most of the time they are great in the store they say hi to everyone and madison has to talk to all the babies. but today was just bad, mainly because they refuse to take naps. maci is good about it but madison wakes her up to play because they share a room. you know i never thought that when i had madison i would have a house overwelmed with toys. all kids. movies, princess stuff, dress up clothes, noise making toys, car sats, baby dolls. little socks are everywhere, in my undie drawer, in my husbands laundry, bottles get hidden all over the place. its a mess lol. if you have ever seen halloween town then you know the hous where all the lost things ed up? i feel like thats my house sometimes. it just wont stay clean. lol and the dishes, they pile up so fast! cant keep up and its only four people. one meal and they are all dirty lol im thinking about getting paper plates. but im a hippy spirit so i would feel bad for hurting the environment. so i guess i have to figure out a way to keep up with them. lol so i am trying to break maci of the bottle, and its easy so far, but she uses a binky still, aka nuk, but now madison finds them, and steals them, and she hides some so when i take one from her she finds another one.so when i turn around she has another one in her mouth, any advice? should i take the binky from both at the same time? or just finish breaking maci of the bottle and them taking the binkys away? let me know what you think. till nxt time.

    toni

  • Long Time No See

    Well, its been about a year since I've been on here. So have decided to start writing again.. I havent writen anything since I was 17. I'm 21 now. Madison is 2 years old. Maci-Jo is now 1. And I'm married to a wonderful man named Joshua Miller. We got married June 21st of this year. I am enjoying life so far. I have alot to say but I'm not going to say alot about it because I'm sure people would know who I'm talking about. But my life has changed alot since I last posted. I have also changed myself for the better. And I hope for it to continue to get better. I plan on being a nurse.. and help deliver babies. :) I'm pretty good at it lol done it twice myself and been around for about 4 births. I have good friends and people I dont get along with, but who deosn't.  Well my next post should be about how things are going and the kids, this is just an up-date.

Monday, 08 March 2010

  • MOVING AWAY AGAIN

    so i guess its time. ive been moving all my life it seems never staying one place for to long.. but now that i have kids im sick to death of it. i have grown to hate it. i love skiatook with all my heart. it makes me terribly sad to move back to champaign-urbana. i cried so much over this. i love my family, but im going to miss my grandma brown. she has stuck by me in no matter what told me im great. im so proud im her grand-child and she got to see madis. i wish grandpa brown was here to see her, and also my papa. i will miss my sami and lilly bug. ofcourse my aunt tammy. she is my fav.. loves you! and my cousions, cliff deana and all the kids. im going to miss the smell, the streets the air, the parks. everything about skiatook. it was my fav place growing up to be even tho i tried my hardest to get away from it all.. this will make the 4th time ive moved away and everytime it gets harder and harder.. next time i wont be able to leave. i wish things were diffrent,. but this is a decison rob and i had to make. all our plans fell through here. and is making it hard to support our family. so we are going back to where it all started. cham-bana.. i only hope this time afound this are easier. i love you guys, and im sorry i have to leave my fav place on the face of the earth. i love you skiatook, oklahoma.

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